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ATTENTION: This Nightly Howl is where my subconscious and conscious minds collaborate and spew garbage into the world. If any of it sounds like I'm having a bad day, then that's just it, I'm having a bad day. It does not mean that I'm caught in the grips of a trauma and need lots of well intentioned people to come to my rescue. What you see on these pages is only the result of a momentary impulse... not an indication of my mental well being or any other state of being. |
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09.29.2005 "And then one day you find, 10 years have got behind you. No one told you when to run. You missed the starting gun" Good God Almighty... I blink my eyes and everything's changed. I'm married, my parents are dead and I'm gonna be 40. I'm making another attempt at cleaning up this page, but with the way my life goes... I may not touch it again for another 3 years or so. 03.19.2003 My God... it's been about 3 years since I last touched this site. I can not believe the myriad things that have happened since then.
NOTHING is the same in my life. Most of my old friends are gone... moved... dead... etc... 3.23.2000 Ummmm.... Happy New Year? guess I've been a bit busy *hides face*. Ok... once again, since it's been like four months since I last updated... a whole lot has happened. Let's see... mmmmm.... Everything is still amazingly wonderful with Sunny... not doubt about it, I am head over heels in love with her :) and being with her has made some significant changes in my life... as I've said before... she is someone who is so completely *good* that she glows... and it's been rubbing off on me in rather unexpected ways. I'm being nicer to people... well... I've always pretty much been a "nice guy" but it was not unknown for my temper to get the better of me.... but now... before I go ballistic on someone... I seem to be thinking about it more... and... I've started actually feeling good about going to church again. I wouldn't say that I ever really "lost faith"... but my faith was tested and ammended... and twisted by many things... to paraphrase the bald guy from "Pitch Black"... "I have absolute faith that God does exist... and I absolutely hate the fucker".. well.. that's almost how I used to feel... not quite that strongly but you get the idea. Well.. a few REALLY good things have happened in my life recently... and they just dropped into my life out of nowhere. The most important of these is, of course, Sunny. She has fundamentally changed the way I view life... and... I finally got a job... one that I am enjoying and pays me well :) Also figured it was about time I changed things around on the page... revamped it and such. The new format I'm looking are the front page and this one... let me know what you think. 03.28.2000 Well.. the new job is going well... not much for me to do so far, but that's just because they haven't hooked me up with a contract yet... so what I'm doing? Well, you're looking at the results right now.. they are paying me to sit around and work on my own web pages! In their eyes (mine too actually) it's keeping my html skills polished... hey, a job that pays me to work on my own website... bitchin!! I've also taken the opportunity to completely revamp my site... I kind of like the new look Ack! I've managed to get one of those nasty spring-time colds... it's bad enough in the winter.. but this really blows. Absolutley insane things happened in UO last night, not everybody who visits my webpage will be interested in that, so I'll be posting a journal over on my gaming site darkjedi.itgo.com 07.05.2000 SSDD - you know what it means... well, that nice job I wrote about in the last post... yah, not hard to guess.. it went down the crapper. In the midst of my preperations for ritual suicide, I ran into an old friend/coworker from SIIA. After talking to her, she mentioned to someone else who used to work with us that I was looking for a job. That person then told her boss that I was... *horde of barbarians shouts "get on with it!!"* Right.. so I have a job again. Doesn't pay as much as the last one, but I think it's more stable and more potential to move up. And at least it will get the creditors off my back. My girlfriend is still the sweetest most wonderful person on the face of the planet. I love her more every day. And she has a webpage now... not much there yet, she is just learning how to code and she doesn't have too much time to work on it. 08.04.200 "How many times must I live this tragedy? I just don't get it. If I goof off, I get slapped down... that I understand... but even when I don't goof off, even when I work my ass off, and do it consistantly, I still get slapped down! yes, you've probably guessed it, I am loosing yet another job. Got called into the President's office yesterday. At least this time they are not hanging me out to dry. The "issue" is not the quality of my work... it's the organization of the company. I'm still trying to figure it out. But anyways, they are going to let me keep working until I can find another position... and they are even going to help me find it. *shrugs* 08.25.2000 Well... I had a good interview with a Staffing agency this morning. With my experience from AMB, and Tom's reccomendation, they pretty much took me on the spot. So at least I can keep paying my bills. 08.28.2000 Some really cool things happened this weekend. Like I said last time, things look really good for my job situation... and I've got enough banked that it will hold me untill I get my first contract with Ultimate Staffing. Another project that's been in the works for a little while looks like it's finally going to come through. Unfortunately I can't say much about except for the fact that it's going to be REALLY COOL!!! *ahem* I'll give more details later, when things progress more :) old howls
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